Prompt 299. Swimming to Shore
Dear friend,
Hello from the last days of my painting residency! My watercolors for “The Alchemy of Blood,” my joint art show with my mom Anne Francey, are due in 72 hours, and I’m so tired but so gratified. I’m feeling that delicious delirium of when you’ve been working so hard on a creative project with single-minded focus, and you reach the point where it’s no longer a question of whether or not you can actually do it—because you’re doing it.
As I’m nearing the end, I’ve been reflecting on the beginning. I started painting just over two years ago, and back then, I never could’ve imagined what was in store for those hospital fever dreams unfurling through watercolor. Because I didn’t think of myself as a painter, I had no expectations for it to be good—I only wanted to immerse myself in a creative practice that would allow me to alchemize the fear lurking under the surface of everything. This practice was a life raft in that ocean of uncertainty (rendered quite literally in this first study for my roseate spoonbill painting), and it continues to be life-giving and buoying. I hope to keep painting forever.
With this journey in mind, I’m doing a little something different this week. I’m sharing a video I made for paid subscribers—now available to everyone—from the bone marrow transplant unit. In it I gave a behind-the-scenes tour of my makeshift painting studio in my hospital room; I’ve also included the simple prompt I gave at the end. I hope it helps you reimagine what’s possible, even in the most inhospitable conditions.
Keep swimming,
Suleika
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